Megan asked what I meant by "ready made"...
Here you go.
"Ready made" as in I am throwing the world's largest tantrum that James is leaving... and I'm trying to pass it off like I am an adult.
"Ready made" as in I am the aunt/ surrogate mom when the boys come over. You know 'just add water (Greyson and Aidan)' and you have a complete family with uncles and cousins...well pictures of them anyways.
"Ready made" as in I'm totally up for adoption... always have been. BUT I'm the freaking bread winner here so THAT'S not gonna happen. (I'm NOT OK with our family turning into Uncle Kieth's.. where Scott is the stay at home Dad and then I die.)
"Ready made" as in I get all the advantages of "family" without going though pregnancy... which is evidently horrible in my family... or labor... or the first nine months' of sleeplessness.
"Ready made" as in I sick of the newly wed CRAP that we have been going through for three frekin years. I'm ready four our family to mature. Ready for Scott to mature. Ready for SOMETHING!
That's a good answer. Sounds like you're ready for a change of some sort. When's Scott gonna start winning that bread? He gave me the impression that he was doing enough massages every day to pay all the bills and then some. I'm sorry things aren't working out the way you pictured them. :(
ReplyDeleteWill James be very far away?
far enough away for me to make a stink...
ReplyDeleteNewlywed crap?
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ReplyDeleteYeah like not having money ever and the threat of evictions and no food looming over us. Not having jobs... Scott working but I don't see it... so i don't appreciate the things he is doing... and I guess these trials are making us stronger, but honestly there is never a break... no spell of clam before the next storm...Did you hear about our latest fiasco?
{{{HUGS}}} I'm sorry things are so rough. Let me know what I can do to help. I'm here if you need anything.
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